ANYWAYS,

How’s everybody else’s CNY?

Hmm.. I feel that I’ve drifted away from my usual clique and that’s sad. ): I’ve like, drifted far far farrr away. Owelllllss…

Oh, small, flat my Coach purse is now big, fat juicy red patent Raflo. HAHAH.. SOUNDS SO DELICIOUS YOU CAN ACTUALLY EAT IT! I can sandwich my phone in it too!

My mum’s complaining how I always use her wallets first then throw it back at her when I’m done. HEHEH..

And I kept repainting my nails. HAHAH..  It’s now NAVY!

I need tape, plaster, glue, nails and stapler. Hmm..  I think nails and stapler would be too painful to mend my breaking broken heart. Oh Lord. Help, before I tear myself apart.

So.. I was bored. Hence the pictures. The first picture was taken while standing on the swivel chair. And yes, you can see my duckie shirt. The little boy in the photo’s Cal. HAHA. SO CUTE. It’s a nice photo btw. I’m breathing in smoke from all those burning of papers for prayers. My nose feels stuffed and my throat’s dry. I’m beginning to feel the headache.

Actually, I don’t really like CNY. ‘Cept for the ang baos of course. Though I don’t get much now (seems lesser than last time), it’s better than nothing, right? Today’s reunion dinner. But I didn’t even touch the steamboat. Went to TM to return his camera with an empty stomach. Table’s too crowded and I wanted to avoid the questions thrown at me when I want to keep my mouth shut. Anyway, I waited for Vincent for over half an hour cause he was at Commonwealth. I only reached home at about 9.30 before I could feed my gastric-ridden stomach. Unfortunately, the food were kept and my maid was busy cleaning up the place. Tuna sandwich and some nuts filled my stomach instead. So much for the reunion dinner. I sense a bad start to CNY. Hopefully the third day would be great though. :/ Oh whee.. I’m feeling the ‘citement, no? No.

Physio was postponed to Thursday. I don’t wanna go. I feel it’s a waste of money and time. But if I don’t go, Dr Andrew Tang will make me go. Argh, but my back still hurts every now and then. Carrying Vincent’s camera bag made it worst.

Alright, back to CNY topic. I’m going visiting in the afternoon. Then I don’t know what’s next. I think that’s all for the visitings. The visitings decreases each year. Going over to Cal’s place for lunch on Saturday though.

OMGOMGOMG. I FEEL EMO NOW AND I DONT KNOW WHY IM TYPING IN CAPITAL LETTERS. MAYBE IT SHOWS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. I WANT TO SCREAM AND RUN AWAY. BTW, I’VE SORTED OUT THE 40 PHOTOS FOR EACH. HAVEN’T BURN THEM INTO A CD YET CAUSE I AM NOT VERY SURE ABOUT MY CHOICES MADE. WHY DO I KEEP FEELING EMO DURING THE FESTIVE SEASON OR WHEN I’M SUPPOSED TO FEEL HAPPY? I THINK I NEED CHOCOLATES. BUT THEY DON’T SEEM TO HELP. I THINK I NEED TO RUN MORE. CLEAR MY MIND. CAN I GO RUN NOW?

I THINK I WANNA CRY LAUGH NOW.

BYE.

Edit:
I think I need  a hug. And cry my eyes out.

Some photos:

I’ve got a sudden urge to look at more photos to give me inspirations. Cause I saw some photos on Deviantart taken by a 16 year old Canadian. I’m jealous. I want a DSLR badly and a studio of my own. I need models too.

He wore -yet again- round gianormous jade pendant and brass bangle. Something different for the bangle. And and, he said round big jades suppose to bring him luck. But he’s a Christian. Soo.. Ironic.

I feel so sleepy. I’ve gotta go around the neighbourhood to shoot. Ahh.. Feelin’ laaazzaayee.

Because she’s so adorable, she’s gonna be in my top 40. HAHAHAHAH..

She’s not very fierce. Just that she was eating (hence the frowny look) and wondering why the heck I’m taking her photos. She actually waved at us! Hahah.. So cute.

I feel slightly emo now. I don’t know why. Maybe cause of a conversation. Anyway, I saw this Puma cap while walking around with Iskandar this afternoon. Enjoyed walking around with him btw. He’s so full of nonsense. Back to where I was.. My first thing was: AHHHH.. I LIKEEE.. But. Shit la. I feel so damn broke. ))): But it’s nicceee.. He saw this jacket. Damn nice. But it’s sooo.. Fiona. HAHAHAHAHHAH!..

I feel so broke I think I’ll skip buying the films I wanted to get at Mustafa. I don’t think I wanna know why I buy the polaroid camera for. I think I’ll skip having full meals too. ):

Here’s what KJ wore today:

Too bad you couldn’t see his matching bangle. He’s always wearing jade nowadays. So glam.

My phone died on me today cause I didn’t charge it yesterday night. But it was 2 bars! Nehhmind. I felt so handicapped.

Tomorrow’s shooting at Little India. I think I’ll have last minute decision to change the location to Chinatown since there isn’t much to shoot at LI. Yay, Vincent is lending me his cam. Yay!

I feel like doing this and face the world some times.

EDIT:
OH SHIT. I didn’t mention about that snow flake ring and that colourful ring I saw at Swatch. I need to not go to anywhere where there’s shops. ))))))): Or maybe I should gorge my eyes out. It’s 1.05 and I’m still not asleep. Ohshit. Go mee. I’m hungry.